LUST

by Thomas Waale

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released February 1, 2016

huge thank you to Carson Cody, Jack Nugent, and everyone else who helped along the way. This is for you

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Thomas Waale California

Thomas Waale is a 19 year old solo artist from Huntington Beach, California. All music is written, played, and recorded by him.

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Track Name: Heaven Can Decide
Heaven Can Decide

Verse 1:
I knew you'd feel this way, thats why I didn't say, what I planned on telling you earlier today.
I wanted you all to myself, I still do but I'll let heaven and hell decide.
Heaven can decide.

Chorus:
I'll wait for you

Verse 2:
Now that I'm alone, I'd hope you be too.
But its not true.
And wanting you, oh I swear.
Doesn't make me a man. but I'll try and I'll try and I'll do it again tonight.
Heaven can decide.

Chorus:
I'll wait for you.

Bridge:
If there's a heaven and a hell at the end of my life, God knows that I would've tried.
Track Name: Don't Give Up On Me
Don't Give Up On Me

Verse:1
Poisonous thoughts, infect my mind.
Relying on the drugs to speed up time.
Now on my bed my stomach is sick, my heart overflowed with all of this shit.
Save a chance for me while I sleep, please don't give up on me.

Chorus:
Don't give up on me.

Verse 2:
Another heart, greater than mine.
Now we're apart, but it was just a matter of time.
A better match for your happiness, I knew I couldn't amount to this.
And now from the other room I hear; a crash, broken glass, striking fear.
Your face red, your eyes with tears, you're convinced that the end is near.
Its too late, I can't let go, oh please God just know I wont.

Chorus:
Don't give up on me.
Track Name: Reason To Try
Reason To Try

Verse 1:
When I came to, I didn't think you'd pull through.
Now your hiding, hiding under ground
And i'm screaming, screaming so loud
And now you're running, running, from what we found.

Chorus:
Don't bring me down (Don't bring)
Because I held you so close to my heart
Wanted you from the very start when I found you.

Verse 2:
When you came around, you fell to the ground.
You were hiding from everything you've seen.
Told me you saw them in your dreams.
In your dreams at night.

Chorus:
Don't bring me down (Don't bring)
Because I held you so close to my heart
Wanted you from the very start when I found you.
Track Name: Secrets
Secrets:

Verse 1:
The dreams have changed since I've, been with you.
I can't explain whats wrong, but can you?
Now I feel as if we're done and nothing has even been won.
Lets try harder, and make it through the night.
In the morning I wish I could still sleep, then I'll feel you with me.
In my dreams, the only thing thats real.

Chorus:
I want you
Now I feel so confused
I won't let go no I won't let go
Have my heart and I won't let go
I want you.

Verse 2:
I hold your letter in, in my hand.
I want to read it but, I just can't
Go go now away away, where you'd like to end up someday.
Somewhere you'll love, hiding in the sun.
With or without me, the choice is for you baby.
God knows if you're happy, I am too.

Chorus:
I want you
Now I feel so confused
I won't let go no I won't let go
Have my heart and I won't let go
I want you.

Bridge:
I won't let go

Chorus:
I want you
Now I feel so confused
I won't let go no I won't let go
Have my heart and I won't let go
I want you.
Track Name: LUST
LUST

Verse 1:
Under the bed
Is where I came up with this plan
In my head
Is where I get lost and out of hand
Can you say
"It's gonna be okay."
I can fell, just enough.

Chorus:
Could this be lust?
Could be lost in lust.

Verse 2:
Inside
Out from the rain falling down
Could be time
Time again until we figure out
Say the words
The words I cannot speak
It fucks with my head, won't let me go to bed, its my right.

Chorus:
Could this be lust?
Could be lost in lust.
Track Name: Pulse
Pulse

Verse 1:
You lay me down, in the grass.
Below the hill where your God, where he left.
You put your hand on my chest, grabbed my shirt and turned my head to look,
Look at you.

Verse 2:
I can tell you feel this way, so I'll stay.
Forget what they told you anyway, they were wrong.
The lies put in your bed, held so close under your bed at night.
You were right.

Verse 3:
I don't think I can take, another pill.
They keep me up at night shake, what do I do?
Trapped inside my room, all four walls tell me what to do.
And the lies, I wrote on them.


Bridge:
Running, running, running away.
Running, running, running away.
Running, running, running away.
Running, running, running away.
I want to get get get get get away.
Get get get get get away!
Get get get get get away?
Get get get get get away!
Can't can't shake whats on my mind.
Why can't I shake whats on my mind?
Can't can't shake whats on my mind.
Running running running running out of time.
Track Name: Like Rain
Like Rain

Verse 1:
You said you want the truth.
I just can't sit here, with you.
What the fuck are we supposed to do? I don't know.
You said its so easy for you to be, used.

Verse 2:
Try and not to wake me up, I'm dreaming.
I'm to weak to stand up, and you're bleeding.
I can still see you in my imagination.
Now you're running through your lies, built on your creation.

Chorus:
Its in my blood, its in my heart.
I wouldn't go if I couldn't start.
You want me to say what you're trying to be?
I'd dig the words if I couldn't speak.

Now I'm sorry you can't find me, I'm just running away from everything.
Can't say that I'm insane when you're falling down like rain.

Verse 2:
Everything that you'd say to me,
Could ruin my day entirely.
I still want you to be, right here in my arms.
Don't ever think that I'd do you any harm.

Chorus:
Its in my blood, its in my heart.
I wouldn't go if I couldn't start.
You want me to say what you're trying to be?
I'd dig the words if I couldn't speak.

Now I'm sorry you can't find me, I'm just running away from everything.
Can't say that I'm insane when you're falling down like rain.
Track Name: Numb
Numb

I feel sick, in back of your mom's car.
I get numb, when you are to far.
I can hurt, whenever I want it.
So let me in, so i can prevent it.

I never said I wouldn't hurt myself.
I didn't lie when I said I fell for you.
And now I would your heart in my hand.
As we lay on the ground once more again.

I live for you.
I don't want you "now"
I always do.
Track Name: Checking The Time
Checking The Time

Verse 1:
What have I done? Tore it out again.
Left you outside, and under my bed.
"Get off !"
Come back to me, I would never let you go again.
Holding me down down down down down.
Suffocating now.

Pre Chorus:
Show me around, I can never say.
"I'm leaving ."
Now I'm gone and he'll be staying in...

Chorus:
Time, time, time again I'll
Run, run, through your head and I'll
Stay, stay, with you through the night

And you say I'm pathetic, lost, alone, and overrated.
Keep on checking the time.

Verse 2:
Breathing soft, let it out again.
Took what I want, left you for dead.
"Whats wrong ?!"
Say anything, I just need to hear your voice again.
Holding me down down down down down.
Suffocating now.

Pre Chorus:
Show me around, I can never say.
"I'm leaving ."
Now I'm gone and he'll be staying in...

Chorus:
Time, time, time again I'll
Run, run, through your head and I'll
Stay, stay, with you through the night

And you say I'm pathetic, lost, alone, and overrated.
Keep on checking the time.
Track Name: Message To Myself
Message To Myself

Verse 1:
Sleep tight, don' let it get to you.
Wake up, trying that substance abuse.
Think about, why you were ever born.
Pretend, you're made for so much.

Pre Chorus:
Oh! What a shame!
Turning to your friends to point the blame.

Verse 2:
Be quiet, don't go hurting yourself.
At least you tried, dust all over the shelf.
Try and mend, all your thoughts and shit.
Thing about, past relations.

Pre Chorus:
Oh! What a shame!
Turning to your friends to point the blame.

Chorus:
She cries, and you just let it happen.
Oh why! Don't you remember when?
You gave up! And the room began to
Spin out of control thats when she became your whole world.

Verse 3:
Its always been, and always will be with you.
A dead end, no way of getting through.
Don't lie, don't even try to hide.
She can see each step in your life.

Pre Chorus:
Oh! What a shame!
Turning to your friends to point the blame.

Chorus:
She cries, and you just let it happen.
Oh why! Don't you remember when?
You gave up! And the room began to
Spin out of control thats when she became your whole world.